Eclipse

Total Eclipse if the Heart (c) Merren Garland
Eclipse

01/07/2025


So this is how history shifts,
This turgid march to coronation day,
Like a waking nightmare.

Please, don’t watch the next, last inauguration, a
Vast spectacle of pomp and ignorance,
We have been lied to long enough.

Rue instead the failed Republic, that we
Turned over the keys to the kingdom
To a sleazy chump, a cabal of cheats
And thieves, megalomaniacs and zealots,
Felons, imbeciles, and kiss-ass millionaires,
Worst that I’ve ever seen. Worst there’s been.

But we are Americans, and it’s worth noting
That in sixty-eight, resistance brought down LBJ,
And in seventy-four, our government
Removed Nixon from office,
Due in large part to an independent media,
Overturning a
Landslide election.

Seven days of sanity remain.
Let us build our resistance
To this existential threat.
The planet itself
Waits.

The Minority View

Mt Shasta- Last driving trip to CA 2022
The Minority View

The minority view is that greed, corruption, and ignorance
Will win out.
The minority view is that we’ll continue as we are,
Electing despots, terrible leaders representing our
Vaingloriously terrible ideas, unwilling to sacrifice
Even the most inconsequential convenience
To provide a secure future.

Seeing the parched landscape, the ruined forests
Of California, bearing stark witness, bearing
Stark witness to our taste for destruction; every
Monstrously overpowered machine
Tearing down the asphalt becomes a heartbreak,
It’s no surprise that American automakers
Would revisit the muscle cars of the sixties,
And no surprise we’d buy them,
So driven to deny the reality of the world
That we live in, the world we’re destroying.

It got up to one-hundred and seven in Weed.
We kept drinking water
And the sun bore down
On the river of traffic on five,
To the west brown hills nearly
Lost to the haze, and in the distance
I thought I saw smoke.

The signs are all around, every day,
Everywhere, inescapable,
And still, someone out there
Wants to put you behind the wheel
Of a motor vehicle that gets twelve miles to the gallon,
Hauls a ton-and-a-half payload,
Seats nine passengers in air-conditioned comfort,
That celebrates your American Exceptionalism
With genuine leather seats, a vehicle that will
Hearken back to a time from your youth
That you barely remember, or never knew,
That has no bearing on today, and will
Certainly ruin tomorrow, in the minority view.


We’re visiting our daughter and her husband
In their home atop Howell Mountain in Angwin, California.
We were sitting in the shade on Saturday afternoon,
Under ponderosa pine and oaks, by the garden,
Watching black-tailed deer, a doe and her fawn,
Wandering the woods behind the rusty backhoe
By the fence. This morning, Sunday, sun just rising over the mountains,
Air clear and cool, there’s a thrashing in the brush
By the fence; the doe, struck by a speeding passerby
Soon died, and all became still,
And filled with regret, and in the minority view
There’s an abundance of sorrow in the world,
But regret? Not so much. That murdered doe
Died for nothing, died because someone needed
To get somewhere in a hurry
Early Sunday morning. Didn’t stop,
Of course, perhaps doesn’t feel regret, maybe
Inconvenience, a dent, a bloody fender
To wash, some would call it American Exceptionalism,
In the minority view.

In the minority view, the ayes have it,
And what our eyes behold
Driving across this desecrated land
As we approach, finally, our
Manifest Destiny, is the rampant,
Willful destruction of meaning,
Of rationale, of sense, replaced, of course,
By chaos, denial, and nonsense.

We window shopped along the sidewalks
Of St. Helena on this sunny afternoon.
There was a parade of classic cars and trucks,
Vintage, collectible, in wonderful shape.
Parked by the curb in front of the garden store
A sixty-two Continental convertible,
Top down, suicide doors, gleaming,
But all I saw was a backseat
Full of shattered John Kennedy, his shattered wife,
And a secret service agent scrambling
Across the trunk,
And the world is filled with sorrow,
In the minority view, filled with despair looking back
At a past that, with a few tweaks,
A couple of bullet casings left unspent,
Would have led to a different future,
A better one than the one we have, and a damn sight better
Than the future we are leaving our children,
In the minority view. Ask not what your country can do to you,
Ask what you can do to your country, and
Apparently American Exceptionalism gives you
The right to destroy your democracy, one
Gerrymandered vote at a time, ignoring
The world as it is, and what it will become,
In the minority view.

Perhaps California will secede from the union
Once the religious right takes over,
The new American theocracy, and if it does-
Count me in, in the minority view. I remember
Way back in the fifties, when Kennedy decided to run,
There were great fears stirred up by Republicans,
And those who really run this machine,
That if the country elected a Catholic president,
He would serve the Pope first, not the people,
But here a new conservative Catholic agenda,
Eliminating fundamental rights, against the will of the people,
Brings home the paranoia of the Kennedy era, brought
Home to roost here at the end time,
And wasn’t it not long ago that Catholicism was
Steeped in distrust, tumultuous controversy and scandal,
For what they’ve done to children, what they did
To Indigenous children, caught in cover-up rising to the highest
Level of the church, and aren’t they still
Digging up the bodies, and do we now,
Now of all times, need, or want, to be
Guided by Catholic, or any, religious doctrine?
I beg, I plead not, but American Exceptionalism
Means different things
To different people, and may
Even equate to Catholic Exceptionalism,
In the minority view.

In the minority view
We are up shit creek without a paddle,
A vacuous, formerly magnificent country
Without ideals or a future,
Corrupted, hopeless, save a few rich citizens
Lording over millions of poor,
Racing down a dead-end street, lunatics at the wheel,
And damn the doe standing at the side of the road,
Damn anything in the way, pursuing
Our eventual Manifest Destiny, the ultimate
Path of destruction, in
The minority view.

So have at, in a Hummer hauling a trailer
Packed with jet-skis and recreational vehicles, the
Huge Winnebago dragging a supersized Jeep behind,
Have at, if we need more oil
We can just go to war and get some, send the kids
Back to the desert, or peddle weapons
In exchange for crude.
Whatever it takes,
In the minority view.

07/24/22
Angwin, CA
Oregon Wildfire Sunset, September 2020

Manifest Destiny

Manifest Destiny

Finished chores just before lunch, the ongoing work
Of clearing leaves from the decks, air cool with autumn,
Rested on the red bench in front, looking down the hill to
A ridge of dark clouds moving east, from the ocean,

Watched a distant raptor ride the wind, wheeling over trees to the north,
The vultures are gone, as are osprey,
A small brown wren lands in the garden nearby, under withering crocosmia,
Chickadees gather at the suet feeder,

And in the distance, peaks of the coast range disappear
Behind a veil of rain, then foothills also vanish,
Clouds draped low across the valley, soon the veil
Washes over hills across the river,

I go inside as drops start to fall, wipe my feet on the mat
And wash my hands in the sink, a few minutes later
Hail pelts down, wild winds start to blow,
Taking yet more leaves from maples and oaks,

It’s all cycles and stops, repetitions, patterns of surge and recession,
The flow of migration, movement of tides, passing of seasons,
Phases of the moon, the setting sun on its inexorable path, to drop
Behind the mountains and into the sea
delivering, at last, darkness.



11/09/2021

Out Tonight

Adagio for Strings





Adagio for Strings

06/05/2021

Ann, you wouldn’t believe

how rancorous it’s become

            In just the ten years you’ve been gone,

In this matter of life and death half the country

            Chose death,

And this Is just the pandemic, we haven’t even started to address

                                    What we’ve done to the planet,

                        When that issue rears its ugly head-

(Is already happening, is here)-

                        That it might have been tackled long ago,

            But we’re lazy, greedy,

Too immersed in other things, other issues,

                                    To pay attention,

                                                Like- what’s on tonight,

Let’s stop abortion,

                                    Let’s have a war,

Let’s drive over to the corner store

                        For a beer and a snack,

                                                            Turn up the a.c., it’s hotter than hell,

                                    And the stink of smoke, let’s get a new

                                                                        SUV, my hummer is parked at the

                                                                                    Curb.

The prognosis, as they say, is not good.

Floods filled subways and basements

and rivers and streets last week,

                        And a bunch of New Yorkers died, and

                                    Cars and drivers were swept away,

            And the west is on fire again this year, they had

                                    To evacuate Tahoe,

                                                And the Colorado is running dry,

                                                            And it was one-hundred and sixteen degrees

                                    In Salem last month, hotter than Riyadh,

                        And all the plants outside seared,

                                                And leaves turned brown and started coming off maples

                                                                        In August,

            But we’re not talking about that now, not yet,

Maybe never.

Half the country has gone insane,

But maybe they always were.

                                                                                                Remember sitting around

            The thanksgiving table with cranky old Mike, arthritic

                        Knees, and taking on beer, spouting misogyny and bigotry

                                                And venom and hatred,

                                    He brought you to tears before you ran from the room.

                        Well, it’s all like that now, our national discourse

                                    Is a street rumble, sharks and jets, and

            The liars and clowns that hold the fate of the world in those

                        Rabid, grasping paws choose to do nothing

                                    Except bicker, obfuscate, and steal all they can,

                                                                        While we- streaming the shows,

cartoons and superheroes saving the day,

                                                            Buying the newest, biggest, most convenient,

                                                The envy of the neighborhood,

                                                                                    And who won the big game?

Ann, remember way back, you were home from college,

            Offered to give me a ride to my graduation,

                                                                        You broke out a joint

                                                            And we smoked on the way over.

                        It was warm in the gymnasium, my face I’m sure

                                    Matched the crimson of the robe, and I wobbled a bit

                                                On the way to the podium,

                                                                        But it all went off without much of a hitch,

                                                            When the orchestra started to play,

                                                                        Bach- ‘Sleepers Awake’, I was

            Walloped by the beauty of it, still one of my favorite pieces,

                        Almost three hundred years old, this music, this warning,

                                    Bach tried, he tried,

but they still won’t awaken.

The Last Days of the Democracy

The Last Days of the Democracy

12/26/24

Tonight, gathering winds dancing tops of the firs,
And the rain briefly stopped, but still
A squall of clouds scuttle across the valley
From the mountains, from the coast,

So I grab a mug of red to the balcony,
Look west to the lights out on the highway,
Same as always, and in the neighborhoods down the hill, lights
Of the season grimly twinkling,

We’re well into the declining days of our broken democracy,
A few more weeks of sanity, I’d hoped.
But already the stench of the change of regime
Becomes apparent, the threat of our enemies

Circling, emboldened by the scent of our weakness and ignorance,
The collapse of our allies begun; and that
Inherent racism and misogyny that runs through so much of our nation,
The shock that we’d rather throw away our democracy
Than elevate a qualified, competent Black Woman to lead it.

The days dwindle away, I refuse to dwell on the news,
But the whiff of change hangs heavy in the air,
I hold my nose, avert my eyes,
Remembering the tsunami of chaos and lies

That was the demagogue’s first term,
And we, we chose this return, and I tell myself,
That this is what they voted for,
This is what they want,

And this is the worst of us come forth,
Determining a bleak and damning future,
Gaming away what little time we have
To create a future, habitable earth, just a few weeks left.

Steady rain pelts down, as it has
For some weeks now, swelling
The creeks and rivers in the valley, water
Cascading from mountain washes,
Fears of floods, warnings of landslides.
And then hard, hard rain
Begins to fall.

Safe Harbor

Safe Harbor

12/12/2024

So odd tonight, the rain abates,
And a steady wind
Howls through the rustling
Crown of fir and cedar.
Across the sodden landscape,
Bedazzling lights
Herald the coming season,

That I watch from my ruins,
Looking westward, always, to the mountains,
To the Pacific, to the sunset,
Face chill, slapping, winds
Blowing down through the valley
Like the future, like dread,

And the future looms
Like an ending.
And the coming holiday season
A cold slap of mockery,
Given what’s to come,

But we persevere for those we love,
And tomorrow string lights along the shrubbery,
And hang grandma’s glass ornaments
On our plasticine, pre-lit, alwaysgreen tree,
For the grandkids, just as if
It wasn’t the last Christmas
That we will know like this one,
Like all the ones that came before,

And we’ll pass around presents
And best wishes as always,
Delight in the children
As they open their gifts, listen to Handel,
Lift a glass,
And wish our loved ones,
And all under threat,
That they find safe harbor
From whatever will come,
Safe harbor.
Xmas tree 2024, top view

The Mechanic’s Assistant


The Mechanic’s Assistant

07/06/2000

I’m engaged
In this odd job
Of reassembling myself
too,

Using all of these old bits and pieces,
parts left on the shelf
for many years,
forgotten.

A job far from complete.
Indeed, only weeks old, months maybe,
This being the opening salvo,
the first steps
of a long journey.
Tinkering with a complicated machine
and unsure of the process,
and the shop manual
useless;
old and worn, and
caught too many times
in the rain.


I’m becoming
immersed in this project
and you keep handing me
tools.

And from the shameless commerce division

The poem “The Mechanic’s Assistant” is available in the chapbook “The Cove”, by James Garland, published in 2020, and available from Amazon or can be purchased from the author.

December

December

12/02/24

Tonight, December second, comes enshrouded

            In impenetrable mist borne on

A cold wind from the coast. The valley quiet,

            The usual roar of engines

Diminished this, after all, a Monday night,

A reprieve, I think, for the coming holiday,

            A lull, numb from the bitterness

                        Of our election process, a moment

            Of calm, at the beginning of winter,

At the beginning of December.

I go out to the porch just to feel the air,

            Valley entombed in fog,

Hard to see even the neighbor’s dim lights,

            The world dissolved to brooding silence, bleak indifference.

But a pause, a time to breathe deep

            Sharp Pacific night air, to

Face the chill slap of nightwind

            Blowing down from the Coast Range,

Pushing frigid Pacific mist across the valley,

            Hiding the world, for a moment,

Before the winter, before the holiday,

Before the storm.

Xiàjiàng


Xiàjiàng
(Decline; Descend)

03/27/23

Of course we are
Declining, descending, xiajiang, mired as we are,
Caught up in our squabbles, the ongoing battles
‘tween Left and Right, abandoning
Rights and freedoms, electing jumped-up
Fascists as leaders, book-banning, burning,
Independence truncated by religious zealots
Dictating morality according to all the old
Superstitions, the omnipresence of guns guns guns,
And the requisite paranoia driving that need,
And police at war with civilians,
The hopelessness of homelessness,
Richest country in the world leaves its citizens
Without shelter, urban camping, children
Sleeping in cars, desperately poor,

11/27/24

Twenty months later the election is done,
Xiàjiàng, we are descending faster now,
Plummeting, spiraling down, our pilot
A knuckle-dragging liar, and all the rest,
A government at war with its people,
A government at war with reality,
A government at war
With the truth.
Welcome to
The New America.
Generations
Of our forebears
Weep.