Swan Song

Swan Song

Winding down the hill to the lowlands
Of Ankeny, flanks of the coast range
Whitened, a sky of broken clouds filled
With portent, but rain intermittent.

There were a thousand geese at the back
Of Pintail Marsh, supple shadows in dim
Afternoon light. Ducks lined the shore and
Traced trails across the pond, startled
By eagles. In the rushes by the entrance
To the channel lay one dead swan,
A Tundra Swan, and in the shallows
By the tracks, two more.

February 7, 2025
Ankeny National Wildlife Refuge

Dischord

Dischord

Out with the dog tonight, surprised
To see a first-quarter moon overhead,
Facing Jupiter, both dodging overcast through
Barren branches of big-leaf maple
And sodden fir,

Dripping with winter rain streaming
From the coast across the valley, blustery,
Traces of snow, the dog does his business,
Gives no care for the haloed moon through
Gauzy skies.

They can’t take that away, barbarous robber barons
Blindly, greedily orchestrating the demise
Of the Republic, dismantling the Democracy,
Forging a new oligarchy, of the rich, by the rich,
For the rich.

Today was a protest in Salem, true Patriots
By thousands, raising their voices in support
Of our country, virulently opposing the shredding of
Our Constitution, our Heritage, our dignity,
At the sunset of Democracy.

Tonight, the moon disappears, rain begins
Spattering onto the deck. The dog waits
At the door.


February 5, 2025

Eclipse

Total Eclipse if the Heart (c) Merren Garland
Eclipse

01/07/2025


So this is how history shifts,
This turgid march to coronation day,
Like a waking nightmare.

Please, don’t watch the next, last inauguration, a
Vast spectacle of pomp and ignorance,
We have been lied to long enough.

Rue instead the failed Republic, that we
Turned over the keys to the kingdom
To a sleazy chump, a cabal of cheats
And thieves, megalomaniacs and zealots,
Felons, imbeciles, and kiss-ass millionaires,
Worst that I’ve ever seen. Worst there’s been.

But we are Americans, and it’s worth noting
That in sixty-eight, resistance brought down LBJ,
And in seventy-four, our government
Removed Nixon from office,
Due in large part to an independent media,
Overturning a
Landslide election.

Seven days of sanity remain.
Let us build our resistance
To this existential threat.
The planet itself
Waits.

The Minority View

Mt Shasta- Last driving trip to CA 2022
The Minority View

The minority view is that greed, corruption, and ignorance
Will win out.
The minority view is that we’ll continue as we are,
Electing despots, terrible leaders representing our
Vaingloriously terrible ideas, unwilling to sacrifice
Even the most inconsequential convenience
To provide a secure future.

Seeing the parched landscape, the ruined forests
Of California, bearing stark witness, bearing
Stark witness to our taste for destruction; every
Monstrously overpowered machine
Tearing down the asphalt becomes a heartbreak,
It’s no surprise that American automakers
Would revisit the muscle cars of the sixties,
And no surprise we’d buy them,
So driven to deny the reality of the world
That we live in, the world we’re destroying.

It got up to one-hundred and seven in Weed.
We kept drinking water
And the sun bore down
On the river of traffic on five,
To the west brown hills nearly
Lost to the haze, and in the distance
I thought I saw smoke.

The signs are all around, every day,
Everywhere, inescapable,
And still, someone out there
Wants to put you behind the wheel
Of a motor vehicle that gets twelve miles to the gallon,
Hauls a ton-and-a-half payload,
Seats nine passengers in air-conditioned comfort,
That celebrates your American Exceptionalism
With genuine leather seats, a vehicle that will
Hearken back to a time from your youth
That you barely remember, or never knew,
That has no bearing on today, and will
Certainly ruin tomorrow, in the minority view.


We’re visiting our daughter and her husband
In their home atop Howell Mountain in Angwin, California.
We were sitting in the shade on Saturday afternoon,
Under ponderosa pine and oaks, by the garden,
Watching black-tailed deer, a doe and her fawn,
Wandering the woods behind the rusty backhoe
By the fence. This morning, Sunday, sun just rising over the mountains,
Air clear and cool, there’s a thrashing in the brush
By the fence; the doe, struck by a speeding passerby
Soon died, and all became still,
And filled with regret, and in the minority view
There’s an abundance of sorrow in the world,
But regret? Not so much. That murdered doe
Died for nothing, died because someone needed
To get somewhere in a hurry
Early Sunday morning. Didn’t stop,
Of course, perhaps doesn’t feel regret, maybe
Inconvenience, a dent, a bloody fender
To wash, some would call it American Exceptionalism,
In the minority view.

In the minority view, the ayes have it,
And what our eyes behold
Driving across this desecrated land
As we approach, finally, our
Manifest Destiny, is the rampant,
Willful destruction of meaning,
Of rationale, of sense, replaced, of course,
By chaos, denial, and nonsense.

We window shopped along the sidewalks
Of St. Helena on this sunny afternoon.
There was a parade of classic cars and trucks,
Vintage, collectible, in wonderful shape.
Parked by the curb in front of the garden store
A sixty-two Continental convertible,
Top down, suicide doors, gleaming,
But all I saw was a backseat
Full of shattered John Kennedy, his shattered wife,
And a secret service agent scrambling
Across the trunk,
And the world is filled with sorrow,
In the minority view, filled with despair looking back
At a past that, with a few tweaks,
A couple of bullet casings left unspent,
Would have led to a different future,
A better one than the one we have, and a damn sight better
Than the future we are leaving our children,
In the minority view. Ask not what your country can do to you,
Ask what you can do to your country, and
Apparently American Exceptionalism gives you
The right to destroy your democracy, one
Gerrymandered vote at a time, ignoring
The world as it is, and what it will become,
In the minority view.

Perhaps California will secede from the union
Once the religious right takes over,
The new American theocracy, and if it does-
Count me in, in the minority view. I remember
Way back in the fifties, when Kennedy decided to run,
There were great fears stirred up by Republicans,
And those who really run this machine,
That if the country elected a Catholic president,
He would serve the Pope first, not the people,
But here a new conservative Catholic agenda,
Eliminating fundamental rights, against the will of the people,
Brings home the paranoia of the Kennedy era, brought
Home to roost here at the end time,
And wasn’t it not long ago that Catholicism was
Steeped in distrust, tumultuous controversy and scandal,
For what they’ve done to children, what they did
To Indigenous children, caught in cover-up rising to the highest
Level of the church, and aren’t they still
Digging up the bodies, and do we now,
Now of all times, need, or want, to be
Guided by Catholic, or any, religious doctrine?
I beg, I plead not, but American Exceptionalism
Means different things
To different people, and may
Even equate to Catholic Exceptionalism,
In the minority view.

In the minority view
We are up shit creek without a paddle,
A vacuous, formerly magnificent country
Without ideals or a future,
Corrupted, hopeless, save a few rich citizens
Lording over millions of poor,
Racing down a dead-end street, lunatics at the wheel,
And damn the doe standing at the side of the road,
Damn anything in the way, pursuing
Our eventual Manifest Destiny, the ultimate
Path of destruction, in
The minority view.

So have at, in a Hummer hauling a trailer
Packed with jet-skis and recreational vehicles, the
Huge Winnebago dragging a supersized Jeep behind,
Have at, if we need more oil
We can just go to war and get some, send the kids
Back to the desert, or peddle weapons
In exchange for crude.
Whatever it takes,
In the minority view.

07/24/22
Angwin, CA
Oregon Wildfire Sunset, September 2020

Out Tonight

Adagio for Strings





Adagio for Strings

06/05/2021

Ann, you wouldn’t believe

how rancorous it’s become

            In just the ten years you’ve been gone,

In this matter of life and death half the country

            Chose death,

And this Is just the pandemic, we haven’t even started to address

                                    What we’ve done to the planet,

                        When that issue rears its ugly head-

(Is already happening, is here)-

                        That it might have been tackled long ago,

            But we’re lazy, greedy,

Too immersed in other things, other issues,

                                    To pay attention,

                                                Like- what’s on tonight,

Let’s stop abortion,

                                    Let’s have a war,

Let’s drive over to the corner store

                        For a beer and a snack,

                                                            Turn up the a.c., it’s hotter than hell,

                                    And the stink of smoke, let’s get a new

                                                                        SUV, my hummer is parked at the

                                                                                    Curb.

The prognosis, as they say, is not good.

Floods filled subways and basements

and rivers and streets last week,

                        And a bunch of New Yorkers died, and

                                    Cars and drivers were swept away,

            And the west is on fire again this year, they had

                                    To evacuate Tahoe,

                                                And the Colorado is running dry,

                                                            And it was one-hundred and sixteen degrees

                                    In Salem last month, hotter than Riyadh,

                        And all the plants outside seared,

                                                And leaves turned brown and started coming off maples

                                                                        In August,

            But we’re not talking about that now, not yet,

Maybe never.

Half the country has gone insane,

But maybe they always were.

                                                                                                Remember sitting around

            The thanksgiving table with cranky old Mike, arthritic

                        Knees, and taking on beer, spouting misogyny and bigotry

                                                And venom and hatred,

                                    He brought you to tears before you ran from the room.

                        Well, it’s all like that now, our national discourse

                                    Is a street rumble, sharks and jets, and

            The liars and clowns that hold the fate of the world in those

                        Rabid, grasping paws choose to do nothing

                                    Except bicker, obfuscate, and steal all they can,

                                                                        While we- streaming the shows,

cartoons and superheroes saving the day,

                                                            Buying the newest, biggest, most convenient,

                                                The envy of the neighborhood,

                                                                                    And who won the big game?

Ann, remember way back, you were home from college,

            Offered to give me a ride to my graduation,

                                                                        You broke out a joint

                                                            And we smoked on the way over.

                        It was warm in the gymnasium, my face I’m sure

                                    Matched the crimson of the robe, and I wobbled a bit

                                                On the way to the podium,

                                                                        But it all went off without much of a hitch,

                                                            When the orchestra started to play,

                                                                        Bach- ‘Sleepers Awake’, I was

            Walloped by the beauty of it, still one of my favorite pieces,

                        Almost three hundred years old, this music, this warning,

                                    Bach tried, he tried,

but they still won’t awaken.

Safe Harbor

Safe Harbor

12/12/2024

So odd tonight, the rain abates,
And a steady wind
Howls through the rustling
Crown of fir and cedar.
Across the sodden landscape,
Bedazzling lights
Herald the coming season,

That I watch from my ruins,
Looking westward, always, to the mountains,
To the Pacific, to the sunset,
Face chill, slapping, winds
Blowing down through the valley
Like the future, like dread,

And the future looms
Like an ending.
And the coming holiday season
A cold slap of mockery,
Given what’s to come,

But we persevere for those we love,
And tomorrow string lights along the shrubbery,
And hang grandma’s glass ornaments
On our plasticine, pre-lit, alwaysgreen tree,
For the grandkids, just as if
It wasn’t the last Christmas
That we will know like this one,
Like all the ones that came before,

And we’ll pass around presents
And best wishes as always,
Delight in the children
As they open their gifts, listen to Handel,
Lift a glass,
And wish our loved ones,
And all under threat,
That they find safe harbor
From whatever will come,
Safe harbor.
Xmas tree 2024, top view

Hang Up Your White Hat, Partner

Hang Up Your White Hat, Partner  
11/18/24

America was a hero when I was a kid,
Fresh out the gates of the second world war,
Envy of all other nations,
In our strength and creativity,
We built this modern country,
Reveling in freedom,
Confident of the future.

We were the good guys, leaders of the free world,
Defenders of liberty, and truth, and democracy,
And our streets were lined with gold,
And our doors were open to all.
I took great pride in it, this majestic land.
Throughout my life,
Even with our troubles, our warring points of view,
Even when I knew we didn’t get it right,
I thought democracy would hold,
That our common goals would move us forward,
Like the promise of a moon shot in a decade,
A thousand points of light,
Like the great society it took generations
of Americans to build.

No, there's no shining city of the top of the hill, not anymore,
No beacon of light,
You can put your white hats away, pardners,
Won’t be wearin' em,
We’re riding with Black Bart now,
We’re switching teams.
We’re on the dark side.
If there’s a glow at the top of the hill
It’s a bonfire.
America burning its once-proud past,
And all that’s left
Is smoke, ash.
Torii Burning Monoprint

Torii Burning, Monoprint, (c) Merren Garland

The Death of American Idealism

Sam, Phoebe, and Bob Garland circa 1939

The Death of American Idealism                                                                  12/19/19

My grandfather fought in World War One,

            My father World War Two,

And neither spoke of what they saw

            Or did in their long tours, where they went,

Who they met, who they killed.

My grandfather loved to play croquet,

            My father cards. Every Friday night

Grandfather came to our house for dinner,

            And afterwards, the old maple table was cleared

And they dealt the cards for gin rummy.

My father was good, my grandfather better,

            All the years of practice with his mill cronies,

Those nights after work honed his card-sharp skills,

            And he won time after time, and I watched from the sidelines

As my father made highballs, and there was much laughter.

They were optimists. They’d seen the worst that’s offered,

            Fought in trenches, fought on beaches, survived, and come home,

And they held some idealistic notions

            Of the importance of family, of right and wrong,

And they kept right on laughing, and smoking and joking,

            And lived their lives large, with compassion and humor,

And they loved their families, and lives,

            And their comforts, so hard earned.

 I miss them greatly, all of them now, in these

            Raucous end times, as we lurch toward oblivion,

In this rancorous world they’d not even recognize.

            Would they fight for this? Would they make their 

Great sacrifice, putting their lives on the line for this insidious

            And disjointed society?

“Gin!” grandfather would announce, laying down his hand,

            Adding up points. My father would laugh,

Take a sip of his highball,

            And shuffle the deck.

Sam and Helen, Mount Vernon, Just Married